I'm going to cry

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So I was on Youtube when I saw this rainbow heart next to the name, in the top left corner, right? So I clicked on it, and this beautiful video popped up, #ProudToBe 



I watched the entire thing, and my mom comes in and so I show her the video. She watches, and makes one comment. "Okay but you're not gay." I looked at her but kept quiet. Then, she questioned what Pansexual meant. I told her, "It's different from Bisexual, because it doesn't matter of the gender or sexuality or anything, you just love the person for them. Bisexual means you just like boys and girls." and she argues that it's basically Bisexual, and I argued it wasn't.

Knowing she doesn't support the community and keeps saying, "But You're not gay," really hurts me. I'll have to leave as soon as I can, because I need to be more free. Today, I dressed like a guy (damn I'm sexy). Yesterday, I dressed like a girl. Knowing she doesn't want me to be gay, really hurts. She won't accept me, which is why I want to leave because then when I choose to leave, she can't do anything to me. Sure, she can disown me as her child, but I'll be an adult basically, so it wouldn't matter. Anyway, that's it. So, bye, and be absolutely Proud of who you are, because you're beautiful. <3
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Pffff imma let you live with me whenever the fuck you want and my mum is more than damn happy to let you live here with us XD like seriously. 

*sings totally off key*
If you're gay then you're gay
Don't pretend that you're straight
You can be who you are any day of the week
You are unlike the others
So strong and unique
We're all with you
If you're straight well that's great
You can help procreate
And make gay little babies
For the whole human race
Make a world we can live in
Where the one who you love's not an issue
'Cause we're all somewhere in the middle
And we're all just looking for love to change the world
What if the world stops spinning tomorrow?
We can't keep running away from who we are-

But seriously. be who you are and love yourself for it. some lgbtq familys, respect the childs decision. they allow it. is okay with it. My family embrases it. loves it. it 100% PROUD OF ME. thats the difference. the family who say No. not aloud. the familys who say. Fine. your aloud to. and then thers the WOO HOO YE BE YOU. ILL HELP YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE IT. IM SO GLAD YOU RESPECT YOURSELF FOR IT. YOU LOVE YOURSELF I LOVE YOU TOO!!! family which indeed is my mothers side of the family XD 
i am proud of you. for being you. If you decide to classify as boy only. GREAT I LOVE YOU. only classify as girl? I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU. I AM PROUD OF YOU. FOR BEING YOU. I LOVE YOU. FOR YOU. YES. BE YOU. IT MAKES ME HAPPY, TO SEE YOU BEING YOU. and no matter what troubles you face just for BEING YOU, I WILL BE RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE, FIGHTING THEM WITH YOUUU. IF YOUR GAY. YES. BE GAY. I LOVE IT ANYWAYS. LESSY? SURE! YES! BE YOU! BI? YAHS TRANS?! WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU *NOT* BE YOU?! YES YES BE YOU I LOVES YOU FOR YOU! OMFG I REPEATED THINGS SO MUCH AND I DONT KNOW WHY SINCE IMMA BOUT TO GO CATCH THINGS SO IM EXCITED! : DDDD 
SO TO SUM IT UP!!! be you. n matter what "you" is. Aceept it, love it, embrase it. i give no fucks about the ppl who dont love ME for ME. you you shouldnt either. Ill stand by you no matetr what.